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this makes me sad

 
california here we come
right back where we started from__<33
 
color the coast with your smile
its the most genuine thing ive ever seen
i was so lost; but now
i believe
 
&& ive been waiting for so long to hold you in my arms
 
so dont explain; because i no exactly
what your going to say;
big words,
&& recycled phrases, &&
the bitter sweet taste of other boys
is on your lips
 
what i really meant to say
is that im sorry for the way i am
i never ment to be so cold
 
you cannot control the length of your life
just the depth
 
 
im beginning to suspect
that the things we have been waiting for
doesnt require waiting
and the things we will remember the most
wont be things at all
 
you are beautiful…
when you let your friends have their space
when you believe
when you laugh or are moved to tears
when you talk about your dreams
when you help a turtle cross the road
when you try to do the right thing
even when it comes out wrong
most of all
you are beautiful when you love
 

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we’re still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i’m so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won’t you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

I guess it’s luck, but it’s the same
Hard luck, you’ve been trying to tame
Maybe it’s love, but it’s like you said
“Love is like a role that we play.”

But, I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But, I believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all

Well As for now I’m gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder
How you’re making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out.

I’m missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you’re as happy as you ‘re pretending.

I heard that you were living well, but you don’t look like your living to me
Though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone watching can see
You’ve got them all convinced, but I know it so well
That you could list your friends, but you can’t count on them

As soon as you got it you want something else
It’s not the sale that you love, its the sell
It’s not the price that’s going to cost you
It’s just the weight that’s going to bring you
Down

that was deticated to dashboard confessional and the starting line

uhh yeah if i STOLE one of ur icons that yu made umm just tell me and ill remove it from my site. even tho i make lots of icons and i dont even give myself credit and ive seen lots of sites with it.. but yeahh whatever

yep.

BYE

WHEN ii COME TO THE END OF THE ROAD
AND THE SUN HAS SET FOR ME
ii WANT NO NiiTES iiN A GLOOM FiiLLED ROOM
WHY CRY FOR A SOUL SET FREE?
MiiSS ME A LiiTTLE–BUT NOT TOO LONG
AND NOT WiiTH YOUR HEAD BOWED LOW
REMEMBER THE LOVE THAT WE ONCE SHARED
MiiSS ME–BUT LET ME GO
FOR THiiS iiS A JOURNEY WE ALL MUST TAKE
AND EACH MUST GO ALONE
iiTS ALL PART OF THE MASTERS PLAN–
A STEP ON THE ROAD TO HOME
WHEN YOU ARE LONELY AND SiiCK OF HEART
GO TO THE FRiiENDS WE KNOW
AND BURY YOUR SORROWS iiN DOiiNG GOOD DEEDS
MiiSS ME– BUT LET ME GO

PERHAPS THEY ARENT STARS
BUT OPENiiNGS iiN HEAVEN .x3
WHERE THE LOVE OF OUR LOST ONES
POURS THROUGH-AND-SHiiNES UPON US
THUS THEY LET US KNOW
THEY ARE HAPPY
AND ARE WiiTH US FOREVER

A sunny summer morning,
A steamy August night,
Began with love and hopefulness;
And ended with shock and fright.
As we awoke and we found out
About the day before,
The shock set in; the grief began
And we felt it more and more –
The anger at those who caused this,
And at those who didn’t care.
Still felt by some, it hasn’t stopped
Because this isn’t fair.
How different would our world be
Had this event not occurred.
The shock we never would have felt,
The crying never heard.
If this rose hadn’t faded,
If this rose hadn’t died,
Would we still all be happy,
And would we not have cried?
Or had she lived, would things be worse –
Not for us, but for her?
Her death horrific, yet merciful,
A blessing for the girl.
We haven’t quite figured it out,
But one day we will know.
Without a doubt we’ll all find out
And in our knowledge, grow

YOU SHOWED ME THAT FUN WAS TAKiiNG A CHANCE
AND WEN iiT CAME TO LiiFE YOU TAUGHT ME TO DANCE
WEN YOU WERE WiiTH ME ii WAS SO BRAVE
AND WEN YU LEFT iiT WAS MY COURAGE ii GAVE

but yu cant hold onto regrets
&& you cant look back

Your time has already come and I don’t know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin’ just fine
It seems like just yesterday
I was laughing with you
Playing games at Grandma’s house
well you taught me well, didn’t you?
I hope I’m just like you

Do they have radios in heaven?
I hope they do
‘Cause they’re playing my song on the radio
And I’m singing it to you

You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that’s the way life usually is
it just passes you by
But you can’t hold on to regrets and you can’t look back
So I’ll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I’m just like you

& now im caught up in your mixed up world
& the whole world loves you
wont turn without you
it has to have you
i cant live without you.

we’re making memories that we’ll never forget
we’re too young for growing up
we’ll never grow up



We we’re walking there, I had tangles in my hair,
but you make me feel so pretty. I hold sunlight,
and swallow butterflies and it makes me want to cry



meet me at our old spot.
i know its been a while.
but i think we need to talk.
i`m falling again.

and I try so hard to fight it, because everything’s against it,
but my heart won’t listen and still goes crazy when I see you
and when you put your arm around me, and for the moments
your home the world no longer spins backwards, but as soon
as you leave reality hits and i remember that this is not supposed
to be, we are not supposed to be.

As the night fades away
I’m dreaming of you
Please tell me you feel something
Because what I feel is ecstacy
Oh shame on you
You cast your spell on me

fall around me now,
like stars that shine and brighten the way.
i need you here tonight
just like this night it needs the rain.



so here’s to late night conversations,
knowing we’ll need to be up at 3 am,
climbing on rooftops and watching
the stars transform into dawn, laying
on docks in the hot summer sun, then
jumping in the bay fully clothed, life is beautiful.

He knows too well what makes you cry
and aims from his deep despair
To snatch those moments from your grasp
just when you start to care

Love lost is found
not with the one who promised it was true
But with another
Who hearing words
found no ugliness in you
Instead its beauty that was found
and dwell’s in angel’s heart
so Collect your hope and dream again
tomorrow a new love will start


dancing alone under the cloudy moon.
Feeling the rhythm, feeling the heat.
dancing together, lost in the beat.

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel


we spent all night down by the riverside,
laughing at nothing & talking too much.
& the moonlight was so bright in your eyes
… before i knew it i was falling in love



it`s crazy how much fun youu can have with just a few bucks
in youur pocket && a few hours to spare

I found a map of burined treasure and
even if we come home empty handed we’ll
still have our stories. Of battle scars,
Pirate ships and wounded hearts, broken
bones and all the best of friendship

how do I say goodbye to what we had?
the good times that made us laugh
outweigh the bad.

Cause these are the days worth livin’
These are the years we’re given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let’s make the best out of our lives

Can we make it to the ocean & get wet
with ourselves. listen to the movement & dance
on the dock » I’m crazy for you baby, and that
look on your face » It’s .k.i.l.l.i.n.g. me <33

thank you for this moment. i’ve gotta say how beautiful you are.
of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for here you are…
and if i lived a thousand years you know i never could explain the
way i lost my heart to you that day. but if destiny decided i should
look the other way, then the world would never know the greatest
story ever told and did i tell you that i love you tonite? i don’t heart
the music when i’m looking in your eyes, but i feel the rhythm of
your body close to mine. it’s the way we touch, it soothes me,
it’s the way we’ll always be. your kiss, your pretty smile, you know
i’d die for. oh baby you’re all i need

and they sat and talked for hours,
giving destiny its power.
she could have been afraid to fall in love that night
but she didn’t have time.

Just for that moment time stood still.
Nothing mattered but the thrill of things to come
and never knowin’ where your goin’.
A little nervous and out of practice,
sweaty palms and an awkward silience.
You pulled me closer for a kiss and I’m so scared to feel like this.
Can’t stop my hands from shakin’

I’m dying to explain my heart to you now,
there’s so much on my mind its tearing me apart,
Falling for you, Falling for you, I fell for you



summer is where the girls go barefoot,
& their hearts are just as free as their toes.

Gonna let it rock, let it roll
Let the bible belt, come and save my soul
Hold on to 16 as long as you can
Changes come around real soon, make us women and men.

Here’s to the nights when the sand
is your seat. the waves k i s s your
feet,& your friends o u t number
the stars in the s k y

                  you didnt crush me…
                      <33 ‘oh no my darling…
                          you completely destroyed me..

its like someone holding a gun to your head
&& whispering i love you at the same time    

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I’ll be captivated, I’ll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I’ll Be your cryin’ shoulder
I’ll Be love suicide
I’ll Be better when I’m older
I’ll Be the greatest fan of your life

Looking in your eyes, I see a paradise.
This world that I found is too good to be true.
Standing here beside you, I want so much to give you this love in my heart that im feeling for you
Let them say we’re crazy.
I don’t care about that.
Put your hand in my hand, baby, don’t ever look back.
Let the world around us just fall apart.
Maybe we can make it if we’re heart to heart.
And we can build this thing together, stand in stone forever, nothing’s gonna stop us now.
And if this world runs out of lovers we’ll still have eachother.
Nothing’s gonna stop us, nothing’s gonna stop us now.
I’m so glad I found you, I’m not gonna lose you, whatever it takes to stay here with you.
Take it too the good times, see it through the bad times.
Whatever it takes is what I’m gonna do.
Let them say we’re crazy.
What do they know?
Put your arms around me, baby, don’t ever let go.
Let the world around us just fall apart.
Baby, we can make it if we’re heart to heart.
Oh, all that I need is you.
All that I ever need.
All that I want to do is hold you forever, forever and ever.

If you play dumb,
then i`ll play tragic
&& you can break me
like a bad habit.

midnight kisses
night love conversations
cuddling in the winter
morning phone calls
rocks at your window
and love at your door ❤

pouring over photographs;
im living in your letters.
breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you and I can’t be
without that scent. It’s filling me
with all you mean to me.

character = what you are
reputation = what people think you are

LiKE oMFG qUOtES && iConS gALOrE

you will never know
how many times i’ve laid
in my bed all night just
thinking how much you
mean to me && how much
i love you

Everyone has someone
out there that is perfect for them.
I’m so glad I found my perfection

i am who i am because of you, you’re every
reason…every hope and every dream i’ve
ever had && no matter what happens to
us in the future, everyday we’re together
is the greatest day of my life

l o v e leaves a memory that no one
can steal. but it also leaves a heartache
that no one can h  e  a  l

she doesn’t know whats right &
she doesn’t know whats wrong she
only knows the pain that comes
from waiting for him so long &
she doesn’t count the teardrops
that she’s cried while he’s away
cause she knows deep down in her
heart he’ll be back again someday

hey ok well this is my new xanga just for quotes

And as they all grow older the truth will be understood,
cuz we never turn out the way we thought we would.

I kiss you and i know
It is love from the first
Time i set my lips onto yours
Thinking Oh is it love?

So tonight I’ll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I’ve never fallen so hard

Careful now,
You’re so beautiful
When you’ve convinced yourself
That no one else is quite as beautiful

Though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone watching can see
You’ve got them all convinced, but I know it so well
That you could list your friends, but you can’t count on them

You always had a way with words
In letters back and forth we’d send
Back when we were foolish kids
The world was only as big as a heart

she laughs at my dreams

but i dream of her laughter

I wish we were those foolish kids
We could go back inside again

We always knew this night would come
But I could never give you up
So just go on lying
‘Cause we can just pretend

Where the good times gone?
All the stupid fun
And all that shit we’ve done
Where the good times gone?

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad

It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard

So don’t explain cause I know exactly what your going to say.
Big words, recycled phrases, and the bittersweet taste of other boys on your lips.
So now just sit here and talk about how you wanted it all.

Heaven’s not a place that you go when you die
It’s that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is completely real so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now

just look at how we’ve changed