Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me a miss’s
All the play fighting, all the flirtatious disses

 

 

Maybe youre just jaded from some nobody’s unforgotten words. Maybe you’re just faded, a little grey from everytime that you’ve been hurt. So you’re lookin for your skin, that you never really fit in. You can’t hide when you’re turned inside out. Love is lookin for you now.

 

 

I know looks can be decieving but I know I saw a light in you. As we walked we were talking, I didn’t say half the things I wanted to. Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window, I’ll be the one waiting there even when it’s cold. Hey stephen, boy you might have me believin I don’t always have to be alone. 

The world will always be beautiful in one way or another and the people you meet will always have a story to tell. So look past your glorious backyard and look towards the horizon,
find that sleepy everyday magic.

It’s all over and I’m standing pretty, in the dust that was a city.

I’m in one of those moods that nothing is really wrong in my life, but my brain keeps on insisting that there is. Or maybe it’s my heart thats doing the insisting. I can’t really tell. You know that feeling?

You had all the chances in the world to let me know the truth. What the hell’s wrong with you? Are you even listening when I talk to you, do you even care what I’m going through? Your eyes stare and they’re starin right through me. You’re right there but it’s like you never knew me. Do you even know how much it hurt that you gave up on me to be with her? Revenge is sweeter than you ever were.

Nothin can save you now that it’s over. I guess that you’ll find out when you’re no one. Don’t say you’re sorry now, cause I just don’t care.

And then my soul saw you, and it kind of went, “Oh there you are. I’ve been looking for you.”

Dreams dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems it seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too

 

 

Some things, however, are true no matter how hard you might try to block them out, and a lie is always a lie, no matter how prettily told. Some doors, once they’re opened,  can never be closed again, just as some trust, once it’s been lost can never be won back.
Alice Hoffman, Blue Diary

 

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